Kestrel the Druid

Today’s meditation took a very dark turn. The subject was of death. I was asked why I was afraid to die. My response was that I was not ready to die yet. I felt that I had not prepared my soul correctly for death at this time. I am working on preparing my soul. I was told that I had many years before I would cross over. And that until then, I would grow and evolve continuously. I will have many ascensions or leveling up. And that by the time I was ready, my soul would be prepared.

I feel like I’m on the edge of something big about to happen. I worry that this may be a bad or tragic event. I am also hopeful and excited that the coming days will bring good things. Things like growth, development, abundance and eventually peace and calm.